Have you ever had a best friend who gets ignored all of the time? Who has no backbone and is constantly a victim? I do. Sometimes I want her to speak up and tell me what's wrong, and not just sit there all frustrated and not saying a word. Do you sometimes just want her to confront you, and tell you what is making her mad? I wish she would. I hate having uhappy best friends. I know they would feel better if the problem was fixed, but i can't fix it until she tells me. Do you have a best friend who does that? I sure do.
Do you have a guy friend, who you love a lot, so much you could almost burst, but know there's one person in the world who you will always love a lot more?
I do. My best friend. I love my guy friend, but not nearly as much as Izze.
I like to spend time with both of them. I just wish i could without making someone feel left out. Its hard, and i wish i could do better. Izze i will always love more that life itself, and Guybud can never beat that. I may spend time talking to him instead of you, but i will ALWAYS love you loads more.
popsicle
P.S. Sometimes i get jealous of you and Spud. He likes you, and since i liked him for a year, it's kinda hard to let go. But i will. Eventually...
P.S.S. :) love ya
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I AM SOO SORRY!!! I cried when I read this. I still am. I know that I don't have much of a backbone(if at all) and I hate that sometimes it hurts people. Espesually you. If you were here next to me, I would give you the biggest hug possible. But you aren't, so I send it via internet. Please understand that I know I need help in opening up, and that I know that I frusterate people. I know that I am not the most easy person to be around all the time. I know this. I am trying to be better, but it is hard. Please forgive me.I love you Popsicle, and I feel horrible that I am making you feel like this.
-Izze
P.S.
Orange died today.
AWWWWW now your making me cry!!!! I do admit, you do need more of a backbone, and i am glad your trying to fix it. Don't be afraid to tell people what your really feeling, or else they will still be annoying. Just tell them, and later, you'll be glad you did.
Not Orange!!!! what about banana? is he still alive? BUt Orange!!! he was so pretty and happy and... PRETTY!!!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I loved you Orangey-poop. you were the only fish i wasn't afraid of (yes, i have a fear of fish), and i respected you for that. Rest in Peace. Or the sewer. Whatever. for a fish, its the same thing. Goodbye, sweet, dear, goldfish!
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